Vincent's Blog

Head case

Vince Ianotti — Tue, 22 Nov 2011 20:05:28 +0000

It is Tuesday, Nov 22. It’s about 2 in the afternoon. I am sitting here just feeling like a failure. I have trouble trying to describe what I am feeling. I know it in my mind but for some reason, the words won’t come. Or they won’t come out as natural as they used to. I should have been in Sweden this past weekend but my doctor found me unfit to travel. I’m a head case. Not like a nut but my brain isn’t healing like as fast as I would like it to. I feel real bad because I know I have let people down. I can hardly look at my brother or my dad at this point. I’m ruining my mom’s and my girlfriend’s life in Sweden by not being there. There is just a lot of pain and I feel like I am the source of that. I know I am. I see it all around me. Just hoping I can heal quicker. Dumb head.

Ummmmmmmmmmmm

Vince Ianotti — Wed, 24 Aug 2011 15:51:10 +0000

Hello! What’s up? I’m not too sure what I want to say but I kind of just wanted to put something out there. Yesterday was Justin’s birthday. It was a lot of fun. Some people got really drunk. Not me, unforunately. Now I am just hanging out. Kind of hungry but I am not sure what for. Will is coming by though in a couple hours and we’re gonna chill. Calvin will be here at the end of his work shift. OK, that is all for now. Time for me to take a shower. I just raised my arm and I got some serious BO. Later. I will try to get back on the blog trail.

Hump day

Vince Ianotti — Wed, 16 Mar 2011 17:39:03 +0000

It is the middle of the week, Wednesday. I really don’t know if this week has been going by fast or slow or what. I went to the doctor on Monday and it was cool. I have been feeling alright since. No probs or anything. It is really beautiful outside. It is sunny, probably around 55 or something. Spring is definitely here. It does give me some kind of energy boost too. Makes me want to play football. I miss my football days! I was an awesome quarterback. I haven’t played in a couple years but I still feel like I got it. Like I could be thrown right back into football and pass like I used to. Oh well, maybe one day.

Tonight, I have dinner with my Grandma Grace. Niko and I are going. Tomorrow is a big day here. St Patrick’s Day. My Grandma Grace is Irish. My Grandpa Jacob was Irish. So I have some Irish in me. Even people who aren’t Irish in Chicago party like they are Irish. So tonight I am going there to eat corn beef and cabbage. I love that stuff. Then tomorrow, I am home and I eat corn beef and cabbage. It’s going to be awesome. Well, gotta go. Happy St Patrick’s Day everybody!

Monday

Vince Ianotti — Mon, 14 Mar 2011 14:52:10 +0000

What up? I don’t have too much to say today. I got a doctor’s appointment. I am not nervous about. I thought I might be but I am not. This weekend has been pretty cool. Having Aunt Angela here has been really cool. She really stuffs us. I am stuffed but I am still hungry. Make any sense? Alright. Gotta go. Later!

Tuesday

Vince Ianotti — Tue, 08 Mar 2011 14:11:10 +0000

What’s up everybody? It’s Tuesday and it’s sunny outside. Sunny but cold. I know that spring is coming because I noticed yesterday that it was 5:30 in the evening and it was still light out. Usually, it has been getting dark at around 4:30. So spring is a comin’

I woke up early today. I have been doing some laundry and trying to just figure some stuff out. I am trying not to think in complications but I can’t seem to figure out a simpler way to think. I am either thinking in complications or I am blocking myself from a more obvious answer. I have been real tense and kind of sitting on the edge of my seat a bit. I think once I can let my guard down some, I can be more clear about my decisions and my actions. But until I do that, I am gonna just do what I gotta do and hope for a break in the fog of my mind. Jesus, I sound fucking crazy.

Friday

Vince Ianotti — Fri, 04 Mar 2011 19:42:38 +0000

Hi everyone! I hope that everybody is having a good Friday. Mine has been just a Friday. It’s been a rough couple of days for me. I am very worried about my dad. I feel a little bit on the numb side. I really don’t know what you are supposed to share in a blog. I have tried it before and then I stopped for whatever reason. If anything, maybe it helps gain insight into who I am or how I am feeling. Maybe I will understand more about myself even. But anyways, you make ask “Well Vince, what have you done today?” Lets see. I woke up and I had some coffee. I went to see Dad for an hour and then I came back. I sat on the couch and I thought about things. You know what it is like to think about everything and think about nothing at all at the same time? Yeah, that is pretty much what I did. I ate some soup and some M&M’s. In a little while, I will go back and see Dad, take care of a few things I need to do. I am a pretty boring person. I wouldn’t be suprised if you are falling asleep while reading this. But I haven’t done anything important or exciting today. I am just breathing. I feel like I want to say something yet I don’t know what to say. I am a contradiction to myself. But hey, it could be worse! I could be Charlie Sheen! Well, later folks.

Had to just mention

Vince Ianotti — Fri, 04 Mar 2011 03:50:53 +0000

There is one thing I just want to mention. I love my mom a lot. Even though I am not the best son in the world, I hope she realizes that she is the best mom and I respect her more than she could ever imagine. I love you Mom. <3

Back in the saddle

Vince Ianotti — Fri, 04 Mar 2011 03:22:06 +0000

It’s been forever since I have blogged. So I thought I would get in the saddle again. I really have nothing interesting to say tonight or I am just too tired but just wanted the blog world to know that Vince Ianotti is back!

Thought I’d blog

Vince Ianotti — Sun, 15 Feb 2009 15:27:57 +0000

I have not blogged in like forever. I’ve been kind of sick. Sleeping a lot. Not feeling like myself. Lately it has sort of been like everything is a challenge. Even getting up in the morning. Especially when I have one of my killer headaches. But now I am feeling ok.

The house is kind of full. Danny is here making pancakes. I can’t wait to eat. The only thing I can do in a kitchen is crack an egg. Oh yeah, I can make toast too. *L* The talent never ends.

Time to go downstairs now and see if anyone needs me to crack an egg. Happy Late Valentine’s Day everybody

Saturday afternoon

Vince Ianotti — Sat, 27 Dec 2008 20:40:15 +0000

Been a while since I blogged. Today is Saturday. It’s raining like crazy here but it’s kind of warm. Odd weather. Christmas was good. My parents got me an Armani suit Thank you Mom and Dad. I also got some other clothes, some sheet music, a signed football from Mike Ditka. And some other cool stuff. I also broke my hand so it is taking me a long time to blog. I’m gonna go now. Gonna talk to my girlfriend in a few minutes. We’re going home to Sweden on March 13th too. That rocks.