It is Tuesday, Nov 22. It’s about 2 in the afternoon. I am sitting here just feeling like a failure. I have trouble trying to describe what I am feeling. I know it in my mind but for some reason, the words won’t come. Or they won’t come out as natural as they used to. I should have been in Sweden this past weekend but my doctor found me unfit to travel. I’m a head case. Not like a nut but my brain isn’t healing like as fast as I would like it to. I feel real bad because I know I have let people down. I can hardly look at my brother or my dad at this point. I’m ruining my mom’s and my girlfriend’s life in Sweden by not being there. There is just a lot of pain and I feel like I am the source of that. I know I am. I see it all around me. Just hoping I can heal quicker. Dumb head.
November 22, 2011
Head case
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About Vince Ianotti
November 22nd, 2011 at 9:18 pm
Vincent.. precious.. Do not ever think that you have failed me or us here. Ever. You haven’t. It’s not your fault and you did nothing wrong. Things happen. Just please rest and take it easy.. stay away from stress and don’t work yourself up. Please.. I beg of you.
Just keep healing so that you can come home to me. I love you and miss you endlessly. I really do. Don’t beat yourself up Vincent.. please don’t. That’s just stupid.. and there is no need to. Seriously.
I love you precious angel boy.. *hugs and kisses*.. Your Mama <3