Hump day

   It is the middle of the week, Wednesday. I really don’t know if this week has been going by fast or slow or what. I went to the doctor on Monday and it was cool. I have been feeling alright since. No probs or anything. It is really beautiful outside. It is sunny, probably around 55 or something. Spring is definitely here. It does give me some kind of energy boost too. Makes me want to play football. I miss my football days! I was an awesome quarterback. I haven’t played in a couple years but I still feel like I got it. Like I could be thrown right back into football and pass like I used to. Oh well, maybe one day.

  Tonight, I have dinner with my Grandma Grace. Niko and I are going. Tomorrow is a big day here. St Patrick’s Day. My Grandma Grace is Irish. My Grandpa Jacob was Irish. So I have some Irish in me. Even people who aren’t Irish in Chicago party like they are Irish. So tonight I am going there to eat corn beef and cabbage. I love that stuff. Then tomorrow, I am home and I eat corn beef and cabbage. It’s going to be awesome. Well, gotta go. Happy St Patrick’s Day everybody!

Monday

  What up? I don’t have too much to say today. I got a doctor’s appointment. I am not nervous about. I thought I might be but I am not. This weekend has been pretty cool. Having Aunt Angela here has been really cool. She really stuffs  us. I am stuffed but I am still hungry. Make any sense? Alright. Gotta go. Later!

Tuesday

  What’s up everybody? It’s Tuesday and it’s sunny outside. Sunny but cold. I know that spring is coming because I noticed yesterday that it was 5:30 in the evening and it was still light out. Usually, it has been getting dark at around 4:30. So spring is a comin’

  I woke up early today. I have been doing some laundry and trying to just figure some stuff out. I am trying not to think in complications but I can’t seem to figure out a simpler way to think. I am either thinking in complications or I am blocking myself from a more obvious answer. I have been real tense  and kind of sitting on the edge of my seat a bit. I think once I can let my guard down some, I can be more clear about my decisions and my actions. But until I do that, I am gonna just do what I gotta do and hope for a break in the fog of my mind. Jesus, I sound fucking crazy.

Friday

Hi everyone! I hope that everybody is having a good Friday. Mine has been just a Friday. It’s been a rough couple of days for me. I am very worried about my dad. I feel a little bit on the numb side. I really don’t know what you are supposed to share in a blog. I have tried it before and then I stopped for whatever reason. If anything, maybe it helps gain insight into who I am or how I am feeling. Maybe I will understand more about myself even. But anyways, you make ask “Well Vince, what have you done today?” Lets see. I woke up and I had some coffee. I went to see Dad for an hour and then I came back. I sat on the couch and I thought about things. You know what it is like to think about everything and think about nothing at all at the same time? Yeah, that is pretty much what I did. I ate some soup and some M&M’s. In a little while, I will go back and see Dad, take care of a few things I need to do. I am a pretty boring person. I wouldn’t be suprised if you are falling asleep while reading this. But I haven’t done anything important or exciting today. I am just breathing. I feel like I want to say something yet I don’t know what to say. I am a contradiction to myself. But hey, it could be worse! I could be Charlie Sheen! Well, later folks.

Had to just mention

There is one thing I just want to mention. I love my mom a lot. Even though I am not the best son in the world, I hope she realizes that she is the best mom and I respect her more than she could ever imagine. I love you Mom. <3

Back in the saddle

It’s been forever since I have blogged. So I thought I would get in the saddle again. I really have nothing interesting to say tonight or I am just too tired but just wanted the blog world to know that Vince Ianotti is back!